Unless you are an avid reader you are probably unfamiliar with the term "tbr", but to us bookworms this word can fill us with equal measures of joy and dread. The "tbr" or "to be read" list for me has become a source of anxiety. Don't get me wrong, I love having a running list of books I would like to get to, but when it comes to the physical tbr...yikes! I currently have 85 unread books sitting on my shelves. 85! That is an obscene number, especially in these more trying economic times. Although to be fair to my past self these books have been collected over a long period of time, some of them having languished on the tbr for 5 years or more.
No more, I say! It is time for me to carry out the "action is the killer of anxiety" mentality and tackle this physical tbr. Reading is supposed to be a relaxing hobby, a way to escape reality and visit other places. Having an enormous pile of unread books threatens to overwhelm me with guilt, not because of money spent, but because of the knowledge that I will enjoy them and have been depriving myself of that enjoyment. It is easy nowadays with the myriad "book haul" videos to become desensitised to how strange it is to hoard stories without actually consuming them. It is not the norm to go to the bookshop intending to purchase half a dozen or more books at once on a regular basis. I miss the days of going to the bookshop to buy one or two books and proceeding to just read them and would like to re-introduce this phenomenon to my life. The only thing stopping me is the 85 unread books I am about to devour and revel in.
So what has been stopping me? I find that as soon as I label something as a task it becomes onerous, even if it is theoretically highly enjoyable. The human brain is a strange beast! I find it best to trick myself with challenges and gamification. So, may I present to you the 2026 TBR Takedown! Throughout this year I am going to be tackling this book back log one by one, giving myself smaller challenges along the way to keep my motivation high. The main crux of the challenge will be a year long book buying ban, but I will allow myself a few loopholes. The first being that pre-orders do not count and neither do books that continue a series I have already started.
I have no doubt this will be an up and down journey, but when I think of all the wonderful stories I have yet to explore...I can't wait to get started. Join me next time in episode 1 of the TBR Takedown: Series & Sequels.
Hattie x













